Well Then....

[{SoE}Bhane|SH|]

Well it has been quite a while, hasn't it? I had figured it was only fair that I filled you guys in on my absense and to ask what you guys have done in that time frame.

I guess I'll make a list:

1) My biological dad died.
2) I started going into a terrifying depression.
3) My grades began to fall and friendships died left and right.
4) I lost almost all of my will to do anything for myself.
5) I lost 27 pounds, mostly out of the lack of desire to eat anything.
6) I began dating this girl named Dezy who came from one of the more rough backgrounds I've ever seen.
7) I broke her heart this past Friday and I am not proud of myself.
8) I cussed out, and royally destroyed, my once-was-best-friend, Erin.
9) I slowly began to come out of my depression, which has caused me a great deal of realization.
10) I started talking to this girl Tiffany, who I care for more than I did Dezy, which is hard to believe because I truly did care for her.
11) I've begun to write poetry and write, in general, again.
12) I've started apologizing for all I've done.
13) I got into a huge fight with my mom and left my home for about a month.
14) I just returned to my home today.




I may think of more, but these are in no particular order, obviously.

Here is my shout-out to everyone,

[{SoE}Draco|JW|]

dude i'm sorry i know what that kind of pain is but you just gotta try to take it with a grain of salt as they say but its good that your trying to ask for help and letting us know whats up if'n ya need help u can always xfire me

[{SoE}CheapYoda|GJM|]

Wow, that is alot to take on. However coming out of it all with a more positive attitude, and telling us all, unlike most who would strive to hide that, shows you have become a stronger person. I stand with Draco saying that we will be here if you need help. And hope all will end well.

[Chike-BEASTS YOU ALL]

Josh <3 <3 <3 I've been sick for like 2 weeks so I haven't been able to see ya at school and I only just found that paper with your pastor's number on it the day before yesterday D: Shout me out if its safe to call

[{SoE}Bhane|SH|]

Thanks guys. I appreciate it, I really do.

It seems odd, really. A few of you I tried to tell to look on the brighter side of life and take each day with its own problems, but, it seems, I couldn't even take my own advice when rough turned to worse.

I still stand beside that, though. Keep some sort of happiness and every day will seem just that much easier. That I have learned.



Jamal, as it would seem, I was welcomed back into my house with open arms, at least, that's how it seems on the surface. If there are still hard feelings, they'll show up sooner rather than later.

[Kowro Wefai]

Sorry to hear about all that has happened, in particular your father.

I know what it can be like to battle with depression as i've been there many times myself.

Take comfort in knowing that you have friends here that will help you through anything.

You may add me to that list as well... I may often come off as slightly cold and/or disconnected... but i'm not by far.

Glad however to hear that things are picking back up fo you though.

[Miss Morbid]

Bhane hun no offense but what a mess. Atleast everything is clearing up in the right direction for you. Me being one of those ones you gave that advise to in all those late night talks we use to have i'm glad you see it yourself now. You know my xfire, you can pm me on here or youu can email me if ya need to talk. Anything thats possible i'll be glad to give you a hand in. Sorry as i am that it's all happened i'm glad your coming out of it positive, thats the best thing you can do. I hope you get the rest cleared up and can get everything you need to settled without anymmore hardship. <3 Take care of yourself hun

[Chike-BEASTS YOU ALL]

pm me you're number I haven't dialed it in so long I forgot it D:

[{SoE}Bhane|SH|]

I will later, I don't feel like talking to anyone today.

[{SoE}Syxx|SL|]

Glad to have you back. If ya need me, you know where to find me. Hope shit clears up for ya soon, mate.

[KenShiN.H]

Sorry to hear all that Bhane. I hope it gets better soon . And hope to see you around more.

[{SoE}Draco|JW|]

indeed you see bhane joo have friends here who are wikking to help in anyway possible alls you have to is reach out to us and anyone of us is here to help ! soz on that note i'm glad all is working out for you thus far and hopefully it conyinues to be that way.

P.S may peace be with you always and may the wind be at your back to carry you through